Quarter Life Crisis

Going through the daily life of a young 20-something in manhattan and all the quirks of men, school, work, friends... sounds pretty lame but it can be very interesting. Using this to keep all my friends up-to-date with all the excitement. hah. enjoy.

Monday, August 15, 2005

Oh forgot what happened on Tuesday night before i left for st thomas, as i crawled into bed to wake at 5am, i get a random text message from and online source and it said it was DA saying to sign online. So i signed on and we started the uncomfortable chatter for the first 10 min about small things. Then i say how ive been put off by the way he hasnt been around at all etc, he told me alot was going on in his life which was true and i think is a hard thing to go through. I actually sent him the link to the blog because i figured it was the best way to show up what ive been up to, how i felt about him also because i described it pretty well, and he can really get to know me. So he reads and at first i was slightly nervous as we know there are things said on here, blunt truth, that can be hard to read and not judge but at this point he needed it and needed him to know it. So he actually appologized for making me feel like i was only some fantasy etc. Saving you the details, it was a good talk, a much needed talk and we'll see if we begin to talk more. Id like to go visit, not sure when, but sometime within the next few months to take a break from hell life last year of college. In general, on vacation i tried to make myself decide to change my view on what men i should be dealing with and what not, we'll see how long it lasts for but i recognized it. I feel very blah right now, but its better than how i felt when i left about all my situations. Remeber the Titan's is on tonight, and thats a GREAT movie. Ok im off to be lazy.

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